beyond my reach

and don't understand

Busy. Life. Heart. School. Friends. Volleyball. Silence. Anger. Trumpet. Confusion. Broken. Unknown. Laughter. Pain. Questions. Craziness. Spazy. Misunderstanding. Tears. Best Friends. Music. Panic. Stupidity. Loudness. Chaos. Sweet-tarts. Randomness.

AUUGGGG!!!

Volleyball practice was canceled for tomorrow!!! !! NOOOOO!!! :( :'( >:( >:'( WHAAA!!!!

:D

Yay(!) for:

• Sticky Note Tabs!
  
• Volleyball!
  
• Friends!
• Really Good Friends!
• Older Friends (like mentors)
  
• Score Keeping!
• Trumpet!
• Concerts!
  
• "Eet" by Regina Spektor!
  
• Christmas Music!
• Phones!
• Pretty Pen and Pencils!
• Cold Gyms!
  
• Pews piled with: cellphones, coats, purses, waterbottles, and any other random junk!
  
• Giggles!
• "Your"s not "You're"s! :)
• Petite Piece Concertante!
  
• Boots!
• Queen of the Court!
• 

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I HAZ A HAPPY!

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What's your passion?

The other day was thinking about someone I knew and about their passion. The whole thought process went something like this:

"Their passion is ect.. ect.. and to serve God. What would someone see my passion as? hmm.. Volleyball. Yes, that's my passion."

Then I realized, do people also see a passion in me to serve God? I mean, I didn't even list that at first. Would other people get that impression? Shouldn't that be the first thing they should think of if they were to wonder about my passions? Anyways, I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I aim to make it true that I can list serving God as my top passion over school, sports, music, and everything. Right now I really haven't been doing that. But, I really do want to change. I love GOD with all my heart and know he can do amazing things. Wasn't it just last year that he took me on a scary but meaningful emotional roller coaster on which I almost gave up? Didn't he just show me what amazing things he could do I because I stayed with it and DIDN'T give up? Why should I keep going without casting a glance at what he did? I really need to give him the honor that he deserves and serve him with my WHOLE heart. Not just with what's left after my busy life has been through it. Yes, I can still have volleyball and music as a passion of mine, but I shouldn't put that above everything in my life, especially God. So, would you all pray with me as I try to make this goal become reality in my life?

WHAT?! I almost forgot a title! I must have titles on my post!

Well, I can see that I didn't leave any of you in suspense after all. Probably 'cause there isn't any of you anyway! Oh well. I guess I can keep posting, and some day maybe someone will run across this blog! Someday over the rainbow and into the pot of gold that is. Anyways.... my trumpet teacher gave me a really cool piece of music to work on. It would tell you the title, but it's French or something or another. Last night I spent about 30 minutes on 4 measures. :-/ Yeah, the piece is pretty hard. But, it is really really really fun!!

Volleyball has been going good! I finally got put on a team! W00t! I got the most awesomest coach ever. (and I don't care if that is an improper sentence!!) Last Thursday ( not thanksgiving) we had a scrimmage against a team in Ada. It was really fun! We won two out of our three games played! We didn't have practice this past Friday, but that's because it was the day after Thanksgiving. I wouldn't have minded going to practice, but I guess other people would have. Anyyeah, we have practice on Friday, and I can't wait!!!! :D

Ok, what other randomness can I pull from my life to tell you? Um.. I'm not a real fan of Biology at the moment. History is actually ok at the moment. MATH IS TOTALLY AWESOME! Spanish is fun. :) Okay, that is really boring randomness. Hmm.. what is interesting? OOH!! I know!! I GOT A really cute pair of boots!! MY daddy bought then for me!!! YAY!!


Oh, and did I ever say anything about my Arban?! I don't think so! Agghh! Such horribleness of me!! Ok, I will show you a picture! Look and behold: THE ARBAN!


Ok, basically this is the must have book for all trumpet players. It is also referred to as "The Trumpet Bible." It is a really awesome book, except for a the little songs that are in the key of Bb. Some reason I don't like playing anything that is in the key of Bb. Crazy eh?

Oh, did I tell you I got a perm? No? Yes? You sure aren't very responsive right now. I don't have a picture right now, so you DON'T get to see it! :-? Maybe next post. Anyway, I really really like it! :) It may seem strange, but it is easier to manage than straight hair.

Hmmm.. I'm racking my brain to think of anything else that could be said here. Um.. we might put up our CHRISTmas decor this weekend. Nah, that's too boring to talk about on a blog.

Have you head the song Fireflies by Owl City? I like it! It's pretty funnny. Also, I like starting new paragraphs when I have absolutely no reason to start one! It's kinda fun. Plus, I think it is a little easier to read when everything is broken up. I strongly dislike it when someones hunkin' long post is not broken up. I always get lost and give up on reading it. Have you ever had that happen to you? Well, I guess since there really isn't much of a you, you wouldn't know. How sad. :( I think I'm gonna cry! Ok, no. I'm just kidding!

I think I need to find a new template for my blog. This one is kinda hard to read on. But, I don't think I have time to find one. Plus I never like any of the ones that all those websites have. They are either too blah or too BLINGGGG! in your face! Maybe I should go for the whole BLINGGG! in your face! thing. No.. don't think I could bring myself to do that!

Okay, I guess I should stop rambling on.
Bye!